用一场轮回的时间遇见一场烟火的表演

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没有办法解释缘份这个东西，反正在我的心就要冬眠的时候遇上了他，感觉是用一场轮回的时间遇见一场烟火的表演，我并不是表演者，表演者是他，他所给的火花是绚丽的浪漫，我一直在观赏着，一直在思考着。这样的烟火瞬间，是永恒的怀念，还是现实的幻影。

真实似乎离我很近，但却又是那么的遥远。我整个人存在于表演者所布置的迷人烟雾中。这烟雾使人着迷，着迷于那些若有若无的承诺，着迷于那些冷酷背后的柔情，也着迷于那默默于此的守候。青葱的岁月，让我不知如何去诀择这一场表演的好坏，也不知如何去跟随表演过后的去留。但在这一刻，我真的心动过，心动而不付储行动，一贯是我的作风，我仍然在观望，仍然在深思，那些烟雾背后的真实有几分。我清楚的知道我是在害怕，害怕一切虚假的表演，那些让我觉得冷冻的场景会再一次覆盖于我，让我变得更不是自我。需要一次次的冬眠来隐没于自己，这让我感到是如此的撕心裂肺至心死。于是，真实的拥抱表演显得是那么的难能可贵。我珍惜这样的特别瞬间，珍惜于表演者为我的这一份真实表演。

都说，有了真诚，才会有虚心，有了虚心，才肯丢开自己去了解别人，也才能放下虚伪的自尊心去了解自己，建筑在了解自己了解别人上面的爱，才不是盲目的爱。我一直都信奉于它，那是古人一直说来的真诚相待，也是现今所缺少的真心诚意，我相信它会让人开花直到结果，造就一切的幸福和美满。这场烟花的表演，我看出了真诚，那烟花的技巧，没有骗人，或许会让人有所误解，但用真诚的心去看，那也就能看到表演者真诚的眼睛。我很期待，表演是圆满结束的，那我就可以欢心的和表演者一同离去，否，那就是独自一个人的转身走出这个虚幻的舞台。

我不需要表演的速度要有多快，我要的是一个完整且精彩的表演过程，无论付出多少的时间与汗水。让我肯定于这场表演的确是可以让我永生难忘的，也肯定这场表演的观众也的确是我一个人。不时闪出的点点火光，照亮表演者与我的脸庞，他脸上所呈现出的，是和我一样无比期待的神色。随着越来越久的时间流动，我愈加想给予肯定的答案，但我不能草率，我需要看完这一场表演最精彩的部分，我相信可以带给我不一样的震憾感觉，随着震憾落地，我就心向所往。

就需那么短短的几个回合，我就可以确定我想要的结果，我认真地观看，我认真地对待，也认真的付出所有的时间和精力，看这一场精心准备过的烟火表演。美妙的乐音似乎在慢慢的弥漫，进行到了白热化的时刻，我微笑地缓步向前，加入表演之中，时位轮换，我已身陷其中，我的表演虽不熟稔，但也不陌生，我在用以往的感情或更甚的感情来投入这一场表演。我希望可以得到认可，希望可以得到升华，希望得到永恒，绚烂的烟火燃烧出超前的渴望，这是表演与被表演的渴望，黄金的配合，美好的搭档，这一场烟火的表演，我们渐渐地有了我们的喝彩声，让我和表演者有进入了最佳的状态，我们有了足够的信心表演到最后，直到落下那美丽的帷幕。这个背后真的付出很多的时间精华，付出了很多的汗水，我们都在全力以赴地完成一个个美妙的的相遇相识与相知。也许得不到别人的理解，但是，我们都理解自己想要的是什么，仅此这样，就已经足够了。

这样的一场表演仍然在进行着，在距离这样的一个结束还有一个时间，一个特定的时间，要在完成相知的这一个过程而去过渡一个相爱的场景。在相爱的路途上，我想，我们已经离开了这一场烟火的表演。这场烟火的表演，不是怀念，也不是幻影，而是一场美丽的誓言，一份永恒的承诺。而此时，就再也不需要表演，我们无须去演，因为所有的真实，真诚，肯定，相知，都已经放在我们的心中。用一场轮回的时间遇见一场烟火的表演，这个遇见，是一次只有你我观众的烟火表演。

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